It Will Remain

Lilith

Oh , this anxiety that comes

When you’re here around me,

You take me out of my comfort zone,

Yet I know I may find

Something if I only look deep inside

Within.

As I fall deeper,

Into this sweet surrender,

Like the words you say to me:

“She loves him ,

and he knows it,

and he uses that love

just long enough to get what he wants,

to then run away yet again”

I can barely believe

And this lack of faith in mundane things

Is my own burden or gift to carry,

Please don’t cry for me today,

there is no need in tears

for they are in Vain,

Just be patient,

And wait for me

the time will come soon,

sooner than you may think.

I find the need to hold these emotions back,

for there is too much to show,

too much to hide away from the world’s prying eyes.

We need the time to grow,

More fully,

More completely

and to truly know.

When you go

and another steps inside

this crystal world

frozen in time,

Shadows and shade visit,

And night time too,

comes home again,

As the sun begins to fade,

You say to me that this love

will never end

but  I ask

Where does time even begin?

Madness, Obscurity,

Oblivion-

All that has been given,

Unto me

I cannot share this “Gift ”

with you,

I choose not to share

this ” Knowing”

In hope, to Safe guard you from

all that I see,

Unknown Yet Known

You’re not the only one,

that feels the way you do.

I ask for this “Empathy”

to be taken from me,

Yet, it still remains.