~roxxxyfoxxx~ @911mansonfreak ?
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"I want to see the Northern Lights ever so badly… they appear so beautiful. There is only one thing I have found that is just as beautiful if not more… and that is Passionate Love. So I look up to [...]" · View
| Name |
~roxxxyfoxxx~ |
Basic Info
| Birthday: |
January 28, 1980 |
| Sex: | Female |
| Location: |
IOWA MOTHERFUCKER |
| Relationship Status: | Married |
| Occupation |
GASTROENTEROLOGY |
About Me
| About: |
Aquarius at heart , my soul torn apart.Born again within the terrors of men. Once so broken my eyes are wide open. ~SS~ALL HOPE IS GONE~SS~ I am 31 and dying so tired of crying. Fuck everyone who ever fucked with me. Fuck everyone who never listened to me. Fuck anyone who let me slip away. Fuck everything that society tells me to be. I am who I am and if you don’t fucking like it well then FUCK YOU TOO. Open-minded and un-blinded. Horror movies turn me on. The darkness is thick around me. Hello to all who have found me. I enjoy heavy grinding music and writing poetry. I ache for the taste of ecstasy. I love to read fantasy novels and playing video games. Yes I am a huge dork and fucking proud of it. Hope is not lost but so far from reach at times. I love it here and I will stay FOREVER. Still creeping around the edges of the darkness that I found myself lost in for what seemed like an eternity; so hollow and cold it was. Embracing death was like being trapped in ice… I have yet to escape this haunting place. What you see on the outside is only a mirrored reflection of who I used to be. Twisted in this madness and fallen away; I’ve been left to decay and to forever suffer inside. Her horror seeps beneath my skin, now lost in eternity buried 6 feet within. |
| Religious Views: | I am haunted and have been preyed upon within “nightmares”. Although, I know these aren’t just nightmares… something comes for me and it wants me. It hunts me down and claws at my skin just trying to get it’s grip again. I run and I try to hide, but there is no place to go when it finds me. It drags me through the doors inside my head into a different realm where it can torture the whole of me; there is no concept of time here… 8 hours turns into eternity. Religion… there is darkness so there has to be light right? I guess I can say I believe in good and evil but all I truly know is pain. I am highly educated in the Christian religion and I believe in God. I have just about lost all hope and have been taken into the darkness. |
| Interests: | Family, hard and heavy music, horror movies, poetry, reading fantasy novels |
| Music: | Stone Sour, Slipknot, Marilyn Manson, Rob Zombie, Pantera, Smashing Pumpkins, Depeche Mode, Avenged Sevenfold, Halestorm, Pink Floyd, and so many more |
| Movies: | Nightmare on Elm Street series, Saw series, All Stephen King’s material especially IT, the Shining, and Rose Red, Mirrors, 13 Ghosts, Rob Zombies House of 1000 Corpses, The Devils Rejects, Halloween 1&2, Friday the 13th, and many many more |
| Books: | Stephen King novels, Shanara series by Terry Brooks, Sword of Truth series by Terry Goodkind, The Neverending Story |
| Television: | FUCK TV |
| People Who Inspire Me: | MUSIC |
Music Player
| Song Title |
DRIED UP , TIED UP, & DEAD 2 THE WORLD |
| Mp3 URL |
http://www.terrorsofmen.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/03-Dried-Up-Tied-And-Dead-To-The-Wo2.mp3 |
| Autostart |
yes |
