that awkward moment when you realize you had been blaming a lot of a persons actions on their mental disorder and not on themselves only to realize that the mental disorder they were diagnosed with is incorrect…thus the idea that it makes sense that that is what was causing the problems is so false that you have to go back to the beginning and figure this person out all over again. <– the most horrible thing I've admitted to myself today. That I was guilty of judging someone based on what I'd been told about their mental health; that I was so close-minded that I couldn't try to figure out if something more was wrong. :-\ maybe tomorrow i'll discover where the person I was a year ago went and get back to my way of being normal!