emilyanne @emilyanne ?
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 1 week, 5 days ago
Thank you <3 I will try. its crazy because soon after that my mother had my brother and then my dad died. Then my mom became an alcoholic and would beat my brother and I every day. She always apologized though and I love her to this day. She just couldnt cope with life. Things got worse and she died and I moved in with my aunt an uncle and things…[Read more]
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emilyanne posted an update 1 week, 5 days ago
So my aunt dug up old home movies from 94 when everyone in my family
was still alive I was so not emotionally ready to see my mom and dad on tape. I havent heard my moms voice in 10 years. I have been ve
ry good about avoiding any pictures or videos of my parents and this just fucked everything up. I was so not ready for that at all. -
emilyanne posted a new activity comment 2 weeks, 4 days ago
really? because at first I thought so but then idk..maybe im over thinking it. im just having a hard time with this because i dont think highly of myself and i cant seem to understand why he would…..ughhhh
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emilyanne posted an update 2 weeks, 4 days ago
I should be happy right now. just yesterday the guy that i like asked me to get coffee with him and we sat and talked alone for 45 mins. but now i feel like shit. im thinkin too much about it. hes my brothers friend nd my brother has no idea i like his friend. plus i highly doubt his friend likes me. its probably just all in my head. why cant i…[Read more]
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i dont see nothing bad in being your brother’s friend and if he invited you to go out he is interested in you
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really? because at first I thought so but then idk..maybe im over thinking it. im just having a hard time with this because i dont think highly of myself and i cant seem to understand why he would…..ughhhh
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Honey don’t think too much into it, I am sure your brother won’t care
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yeah, dont over think it, i usually overthink things and it just makes things worse,
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emilyanne posted an update 4 weeks, 1 day ago
I AM SO PISSED. i hate my uncle so much. My mind is blown. i never knew anyone could be so stupid and ignorant and rude. I share my opinion on a matter and he calls me dumb. WHO THE FUCK IS HE?!?!? he has no idea how much I hate him. Honestly if he just dropped dead I wouldn’t bat an eye. He is the scum of the earth and I wish he would drop dead
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emilyanne posted an update 1 month, 1 week ago
I’m sorry I’m a fuck up.
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what happen?
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emilyanne posted an update 1 month, 2 weeks ago
Fuck people. I’m done caring about someone when they don’t give a shit about me. Find some other sap who will listen to you complain about how shitty your life is. You don’t know shitty. So pissed off right now
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago
Good for you!! Slipknot is awesome! You sound very talented.
In reply to - Alanis Chambers posted an update My neighbors apparently don’t like good music. They called the cops because I was being too ’loud.’ I was playing Duality, by Slipknot. The cops had no problem with me playing, […] · View -
emilyanne posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago
That’s awesome!
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 1 month, 3 weeks ago
Yes lol I sent a list of some of the spammers to Morgue. Heres hoping he gets rid of them soon.
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emilyanne posted an update 1 month, 3 weeks ago
Holy shit what the hell is going on? I log on and all i see is ads ads ads! Fuckin spam sites. This is ridiculous…
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Yea they are quite annoying, the online contortion community I am on used to have the same problem, and now it sucks because to join it is a hassle and you have to wait a wile for them to verify you….ugh such a pain lol
just ignore the desperate idiots lol if they were a good company they wouldn’t have to spam websites, simple as that lol…[Read more]
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 1 month, 4 weeks ago
Hope everything is ok
In reply to - Gunner Price posted an update Someone should message me, bad emotional transition right now. · View -
emilyanne posted a new activity comment 1 month, 4 weeks ago
thank you….I just wish I could find something that was better for me but made me feel the same. and
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emilyanne posted an update 1 month, 4 weeks ago
I’ve been off my adhd meds for a year now but i still crave them everyday. I highly doubt i had adhd but they made me feel so good. Maybe one day i’ll get them back. maybe it’s for the best.
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its better to not take those chemical bombs hun, but that is just my humble opinion
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thank you….I just wish I could find something that was better for me but made me feel the same. and
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i know how that can by, iv had plenty of friends go through it, your body is cravinga feeling that it is used to having so it is looking for a way to feel it again. be careful because there is a fine line between that and addiction. try to find something that keeps your mind moving and off the cravings, like a good sport, I will always recommend…[Read more]
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 1 month, 4 weeks ago
i used to think that a lot when i was little. right after my mom died i used to think it was all a dream. that any day now i would wake up in the hospital and my mom would be there…
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 2 months, 1 week ago
This is definitely one of my favorites!!! reflecting god is another fantastic one!
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago
nursing Education seems cool!! and thank you so much Andreas the best of luck to you too^^
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago
Damn i wish i could say i was on my own. I’ll probably be living with them for a very long time. What are you getting your masters in?
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago
Thank you both. I didn’t go today because I felt discouraged but I may try again tomorrow.
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emilyanne posted a new activity comment 2 months, 2 weeks ago
That was so cool. Very interesting to see what the human body looks like from the inside. I wonder if there is a part 2. He seemed to be cut off towards the end. But definitely worth the watch. And I wasn’t disgusted by this at all xD
In reply to - blood_thirsty posted an update holy crap! i got so hungry watching this video! http://youtu.be/4PACwg00mqY · View - Load More
i understand what youre going through, recently I saw a video from 87 it was a few days and months after i was born, i saw my parents happy and smiling and having a good time, made me depressed since i grew up with them not smiling at each other and always fighting. stay strong..
Thank you <3 I will try. its crazy because soon after that my mother had my brother and then my dad died. Then my mom became an alcoholic and would beat my brother and I every day. She always apologized though and I love her to this day. She just couldnt cope with life. Things got worse and she died and I moved in with my aunt an uncle and things…[Read more]
its ok now since i told my mother how i felt about that since well her and my dad divorced six years ago and my dad doesnt try to be a father to me well never did. but if you like to talk to someone who understands your pain, hit me up .
I can empathize with your situation; it is hard to lose your parents and deal with that void everyday.