Shayne @shaynelovesmetal ?

active 5 months, 1 week ago
I just found out my mom was on anti-depressants after her dad died 3 years ago, and she’s really depressed right now. My dad had to call my aunt and get her to talk to her because that’s how worried he is. I feel bad because I’ve never been able to talk to my parents about anything. All I can do is hope she feels better soon. View
  • Shayne posted an update: 11 months ago

    I just found out my mom was on anti-depressants after her dad died 3 years ago, and she’s really depressed right now. My dad had to call my aunt and get her to talk to her because that’s how worried he is. I feel bad because I’ve never been able to talk to my parents about anything. All I can do is hope she feels better soon.

  • Shayne posted an update: 11 months ago

    I think I’m developing a strong crush on a guy friend and I’m pretty sure he likes me, too. But I’m afraid to do anything about it because I’m so limited in what I find attractive physically, and he doesn’t fit what I like. I don’t want to start something and then find out I’m not into it and hurt him. P.S. I’m 18 and seriously never been…[Read more]

  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 11 months ago

    Yes. His voice was great, and their music was amazing… But I can never listen to it the same anymore.

    In reply to - Shayne posted an update: Don’t you hate it when you start to get into a band and then one of their songs grossly offends you?? -___- · View
  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 11 months ago

    Type O Negative. The singer’s voice was so amazing. Then I looked up the lyrics to “I Like Goils” after reading that it was pretty much him saying “I’m not gay” after putting his picture in Playgirl and then finding out it was mostly guys who looked at the magazine.
    …………………. I just have to say that was an immature reaction,…[Read more]

    In reply to - Shayne posted an update: Don’t you hate it when you start to get into a band and then one of their songs grossly offends you?? -___- · View
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  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 11 months ago

    I’d choose to have someone I could be truly in love and satisfied with. I’m so picky.

    In reply to - Morgue posted an update: If you could have one thing guaranteed in life (such as money, fame, love, power etc.), what would you choose? · View
  • Shayne posted an update: 11 months ago

    Don’t you hate it when you start to get into a band and then one of their songs grossly offends you?? -___-

    • Type O Negative. The singer’s voice was so amazing. Then I looked up the lyrics to “I Like Goils” after reading that it was pretty much him saying “I’m not gay” after putting his picture in Playgirl and then finding out it was mostly guys who looked at the magazine.
      …………………. I just have to say that was an immature reaction,…[Read more]

    • Yes. His voice was great, and their music was amazing… But I can never listen to it the same anymore.

  • Shayne uploaded a new picture: CIMG4200.JPG 12 months ago

    I finally got my bridge pierced!!

  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 12 months ago

    I also get sleep paralysis. I’ve never had it that bad, though. I usually don’t have hallucinations. Sometimes noises around me will be louder than they really are, but that’s pretty much it. My sleep paralysis happens usually when I’m the most tired, which really sucks because I don’t want to go back to sleep when I get it, but I can’t help it.

    In reply to - Pat posted an update: I got forwarded to this site after having a very weird experience ive never had before. I’m relieved that so many have had similar experiences. I was just sleeping but my mind has been very […] · View
  • Shayne posted an update: 1 year ago

    Any advice for someone who sucks at painting, but has only tried it once and got extremely stressed out?? I want to do some color portraits of famous people. Drawing in pencil is what I’m best at, but I want these to be different from what I usually do, and I want them to look nice. Expensive markers don’t look nearly as cool as paint does and…[Read more]

  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 1 year ago

    Korn is awesome. I don’t really listen to dubstep, but Korn and Skrillex are AMAZING together. I haven’t listened to that whole album, though. Is it pretty good?

    In reply to - JinxX posted an update: Shut the fuck up! GET UP!! · View
  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 1 year ago

    You username or your real name? What names do you like?

    In reply to - Catalina posted an update: I want to change my name…any ideas? · View
  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 1 year ago

    I’m not completely against drugs (I’ve done mild ones), but I’m too scared to try any hallucinogens. I think that’d freak me out… I’m too scared to try anything that would make me lose control of my mind or actions.

    In reply to - Barbarah posted an update: Is now paranoid and gets scared shitless of random objects in the corner of my eyes, Note to self : hallucinogens are bad…but fun mmmkayy · View
  • Shayne posted an update: 1 year ago

    I haven’t been on here in a long time…. I need to catch up on the videos.

    I can’t believe I accidentally took the wrong pill when I went to take some allergy pills earlier. I feel fucking stupid. Now I’ve been up all night, I’m crashing and it sucks because I’m the only one awake, and I’m going to be extremely tired all day. Great. =.=

  • Shayne posted an update: 1 year, 2 months ago

    I love art, and I’d be extremely proud of myself if I published successful works, but I question my ability to improve and my will to work that hard.

  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 1 year, 2 months ago

    Yeah, I know. :] And yes.

    In reply to - Shayne posted an update: I really miss my blond hair already. I love my tongue piercing, though. · View
  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 1 year, 2 months ago

    Well I’d say it looks like a yellow marble. :] It’s not solid colored.

    In reply to - Shayne posted an update: I really miss my blond hair already. I love my tongue piercing, though. · View
  • Shayne posted a new activity comment: 1 year, 2 months ago

    Actually I’m pretty sure Jesus was a real person, but I don’t believe in the religious stuff. I also think he was probably a relatively respectable hippie, but stupid assholes who made the bible were bigots………….

    In reply to - Morgue posted an update: Christ and Satan, they are the same to me. · View
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Sex: Female  Location: Colorado
Status: Single   Occupation: Jobless Artist
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I'm a bisexual liberal emo hippie who loves heavy metal and EBM, Japanese pop culture, art, anime, alternative fashion, animals, and equal rights.

Interests:
drawing, listening to music, writing (suckishly), watching anime, hanging out, eyeliner, fashion, the Victorian Era, big cats
Movies:
The Invisible, The Phantom of the Opera, The Imaginerium of Dr. Parnassus, Fright Night, The Pirates of the Caribbean series, the Harry Potter series, Johnny Depp movies
Inspirations:
Lady Gaga, Marilyn Manson
Music:
Rammstein, Eisbrecher, KMFDM, Marilyn Manson, HIM, VNV Nation, Funker Vogt, Naitomea, Emilie Autumn, Tarja Turunen, 30 Seconds to Mars, Rob Zombie, Machine Head, Lady Gaga, Rihanna
Television:
Criminal Minds, Lincoln Heights, Degrassi, NCIS
Books:
Vampire Kisses series by Ellen Schreiber, Twilight series by Stephanie Meyer, Trinity Blood series by Sunao Yoshida
 

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